Confusion
I’m confused with the choice that I had chosen. Maybe it’s best for me to really reflect what I really wants out of it.
Mr M, Held my hands and told me that he still loves me and wants me back. I was touched by his words but somehow or somewhere, something is pulling me back telling me that I should just really let him go. And I guess, my sixth sense was right about it. Mr M, till not can’t decide his choice and I’m just too disappointed in him. Perhaps we should just remain as friends for now.
However, the day when he held my hands, I felt nothing but a tad of disappointment. I was hoping that it would be someone elses hands instead. And that someone elses hand is non other than Mr W. But on the other hand, I’m just too afraid of rejection. Sigh! I really do not knows what to do.
Why do we all have to grow up? Can’t I just stay like what I was when I was much much younger whereby, I do not have to worry for so much matters and life in future. Eg: Responsibilties and choosing a right partner to start another new cycle of my life. A big SIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
